*sigh*
I used to be such a positive person and I don’t recognize myself since a couple of months now. I used to be so strong … Now going through my old posts was a really bad idea, I’m back in this mix of emotions. (Ya I agree “good job”).
I don’t want to do anything anymore, but I don’t want to stay all alone at home. I want to go out and have some fun, but I hate to get ready (I used to have so much fun to get ready). I’m such a mess and I can’t wait to feel better.
And I used not to complain that much.
C.
